Have you ever seen me fail?

Let me tell you, i fail as if i fall, unconsciously, step by step, but it ends out of the blue. This is what makes it ambiguous. You must see me, how naive i am! Slowly, cheerfully, i explain everything, then it flashes, it burns my senses that i fail to hide you.
It all started when i realised that i fail to hide you from me. You were so bright, how could i? I don’t know how it feels to touch you, i guess it is just like the snow. You see, i can’t achieve to hide you from my imagination, but then i can’t remember anything at all except i gaze at the snow. Conclusion: I never fail, i only fail to fail.

weight of the years bend me and the light of clarity blind me..